My heart was racing at the speed of sound all day long. The excitement in my body was overwhelming. I couldn’t bare to sit still and wait. I had to see him, it had to be now! As the hours turned to minutes my excitement level which was already at an ultimate high, went through the roof! While getting ready all I wanted to do was sing and dance like a giddy school child before their first day. All of this commotion occupied my brain long enough to help my nerves stay away. That’s the thing though, not once was I nervous. I felt so at ease, even during my school’s last softball game of the season. I knew the boy who would be waiting for me tonight at the movie theater was one who made me genuinely happy, like no one ever has. My heart can’t help but beat a little bit faster when he’s around or when I think of him. My face hurts after being with him because my mouth just does not want to stop smiling. He makes me so unbelievably happy and to think this may never have come about if we hadn’t of talked on the band trip simply one month ago. If we had just walked by one another and smiled politely, these feelings may have never been unleashed. We went from friends to “talking” in one weekend spent in Virginia. The band trip opened the gates to this amazing feeling I have at this very moment, one that I have had since we first spoke. It sounds so clichè and “corny” but, the honest truth is, something sparked between us when we first met. And I just can not see losing it for quite a long time. Sure this is only high school and love isn’t real, not matter how much you care for someone. But who needs titles, love just engulfs a wonderful sensation a person can give to you just by sitting next you. I’m not saying I’m in love with a boy I have been talking to for a month, but what I am saying is…this boy I can’t get out of my head is something special<3 Our first date was tonight and, if something ever could be flawless, this was. I am still on a high from the whole evening. Movies may not be anything great, but it doesn’t really matter when you just want to be with someone you truly care for. So let’s see where this goes, I can only dream for now<3
-Maybe love does exist<3
